oh ya.. forgot to write.. todae cynthia called me.. although she did called.. but its still pretty "cold" between us.. guess the incident that happened between us really affect us a lot.. actually.. teachers day coming.. dont really know whether shud be happy or sad.. happy is that can mit up with pri school mates and go out together.. but the sad thing ish.. will it be like the first day of school.. where everyone knows each other and is chatting so happily.. with me being the odd one out? it is really scary and saddening to tink about it.. the last time 6 harmonians mit up, i had no topic to tok with them, and it was the same even with my best fren yuensin.. at first all thought.. aiyooz.. oni change school, for sure will mit up again and talk talk talk.. but actually its pretty wrong for my case.. cos that last time me and yuensin mit up, it was like so quiet and cold.. even yuensin said" aiyo.. how come no topic liao".. and it was pretty uncomfortable.. haix.. although some of them still keep contact with me.. there are a few frenz i really feel sad about.. cos we 2 like practically no talking.. no nothing.. not even through friendster.. 3 yrs of friendster.. sort of down the drain.. juz becos of this loooong separation with everyone going to different schools.. i really admire those who managed to go to the same school with their best friends and close pals.. but too bad.. all the schools my best frenz and close pals went to are all those good good schools.. and im not that clever.. i rmb once, yuensin told me.. dont becos of ur frenz, force urself to go to the same school as her.. cos u will suffer.. although its pretty true.. its juz a natural feeling.. to have the urge to go to the same schools with ur frenz.. and stay frenz forever.. juz a few mths separation is enuff to feel "cold" when u mit each other.. but some peeps dont.. i juz wonder how did they do it.. separate so long, but still got so many topic to talk about.. haix.... but thinking about it now.. im 50% sad and 50% happy.. sad part is becos yuensin and i sort of lose contact le.. and also yinghui and company.. but they will always be my best frens forever.. cos they were the ones who gave me a great pri school life.. happy part cos.. 1e2 de peeps are quite good.. and i have got a few best frens.. hahax.. like JESSIE POH JIU NA.. lolx.. and all those """""" relatives"""""and all.. hahax.. enuff of all this nonsence thinking........ 1e2 rocks!!!!! 6 harmony rocks!!!!!
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