hMm, feeling kinda depressed. todae felt so out of sorts. i was toking with pauline and yuhui todae in class aft sch. then i suddenly said nxt year 2e2 wont be tgt, and i dunno yy, i started crying. i tot i wouldnt cry.. i guess i wasnt prepared enuff to sae those words out ba. then aft that, as me and pauline went down to the canteen, i said again, and ended up sobbing.... its like so sad la. 2 months are nearly over. which means 2e2`06 has less than 10 months to spend the time tgt. and that time, mr fauzil or dunno who, told us to treasure our times in this class. and that time i nearly wanted to cry already. good times are always so short. i dunwan to be separated frm this great class, this class, that's so helpful, with pauline, who is always there, to teach me, and tolerate me, jessie, who is always toking with me, playing and luffing together. meisiu, although shes kinda fierce, but shes rather nice, she really does understand me sometimes, liang rou, the cute girl, cory, the one always luffing, being with her is v nice, jennifer, a nice person to confide in, there are so many others.... who are all so nice to me.. i really cant bear the thought of not being able to tok to them. arghhh, this is making me teary again. shant tink about it.
aniwaes, todae on the way to sch, my father passed a place, that appears to juz happen a accident. apparently, a motorcyclist knocked down a dog, and the dog died. i was a bit shocked when i sae it, laying down there. this shows how vulnerable life is. u'll neber noe when u will be gone frm this world, away frm all ur frds.....
and, i heard frm pauline that, ms low wont be teaching us for v long. cos shes teaching a lot of other class. and this other freak frm nie will be replacing her. i dun understand. yy is 2e2 like some experimental thingy? we always change teacher, first ms bok, then ms ngo, now this stupid freak frm nie. i wan ms low. i wan my grades to improve, and it seemed that with that freak, my maths wont improve, it will juz deprove. hopefully this rumour is not true. and ms low can still continue to teach us.
i still cant think about not being able to be with 2e2`06 people...... i nid to stop...