okie

mayb i aint gonna really let my blog die. cos i'm currently feeling so bored now, that i hab no choice, but to blog, to kill my boredom.

it has been a long time since i last updated. one of the reasons i stop blogging, is simply cos im plain lazy. and besides, even if i really did blog, who would come and see what i posted. it will be just a place for screaming, and even if im displeased with anything, i write here, also no one will noe how exactly im feeling right?

okie, im still gonna blog, since all the videos in youtube dunno for what crap reason cant be watched.

march holidays was over for like, a week ? for the first week of school, everything was okie. only that the school was being bo liao enough, to conduct checks for the first 2 days. and for safety measures, i've tied up my hair. but tying up my hair would mean that my earring can be seen, and this earring im wearing, is longer than 0.5cm? and even if i tie my hair, there's still other stuff that the teacher can catch me - ankle socks, earring, fold in shirt instead of TUCKED IN. -.- might as well just wear liddat, if see those v fierce teacher then run lor =P v clever hors. muahaha!

stupid crapping. my birthday's coming! but i think on that day, it will just simply be another normal day, nth special exactly will happen. only that my mum said we are going to eat black pepper crab. yummy yummy. arghh, im thinking so farrrrrr. its still 2 weeks before 9april reaches.

i wonder what are my birthday wishes. besides those normal "get good grades for exams" blah blah blah. i really don't know what i really want, those stuff that are really useful and important. happiness is one. but in life, there is bound to be ups and downs. so the furthest one can go, is to make the ups be more than the downs. but for me, it seemed that the downs are more than the ups... there's so much things that i keep inside me, which i've never told any of my frds before.. to some of them, if i sae im sad, they might just tink that, wah lao, this earnwen siao one, study so slack, den dunno yy so sad. i doubt anyone will understand. arghh, what the hell am i writing?

i wanna sleep forever, but there's so many things i've not done, and i've not completed one of my most treasured long term goals, it's not time to rest yet...