YAYE! today brought lele go for her hair cut! wahahas. now she's nearly botak. lele looks cuter with hair of course. took some pictures, but my handphone cable got problem. so, be sad that i cant upload pics of lele after that hair cut. :( anw, lele smells so nice now, just like that kind of toy teddy bear, with a nice scent. wahahah. CUTE LA!

met pauline at yishun library today ( cos there's still a long time before lele finish her hair cut at that time, so i messaged pau). she was nice enough to really come down and accompany me. wahahaha. borrowed a lot of "how many rice grains"( dun bother trying to understand what << means. i think only pau and me will understand. our secret language =xx ) de books. lolol

tmr have choir. hais. nebermind. can do bonding with people. HEE!

the previous post was mean. but i guess i really do have a lot of support leh! feel so honoured. muahaha.

the previous post im not trying to act brave or trying to get any attention, im just typing my opinions out la. hmmmmmm, maybe im trying to get someone's attention. hopefully meisiu will change if she ever read my post. but if she don't, it will be so so so so sad for her.

anw, sat went for the job. at first, i thought that it would be a very relaxing and fun job. but it turned out to be v stress and tiring for me, as it requires me to have a very good and fast maths brain, which obviously, is something i lack =(

but hais, nebermind, hopefully i will get used to the job, which i noe i will! saw shuai ge that day leh! wahahaha. so shiok lor.

sun went to party world with JESSIE, CORY AND PAULINE!!!! FUN FUN FUN! ((: and there will be more outings together, and hopefully, pik fern and iris will be able to come with us! wahahaha! I LOVE THIS GROUP LA!

15 nov is coming, hopefully i will be able to get into the same class as pauline. :(

today's the last day of school. which is also the same as the last day 2e2 people will be together in the same class. i know i am very emotionl, but i still did cried. 2 years together, and now we will never be in the same class again. i seriously hope that there will be another gathering for 2e2. but i know it will be difficult la. but hopefully, there will still be more gatherings.

all the memories of the time spent with 2e2, although some are upsetting memories, but i'm sure there are more fond memories than those sad ones.

2E2 ROCKS FOREVER!!!!!!

although i do love this class. but of course, i will have some people whom i dislike, or should i sae hate in the class.

and since meisiu have been talking bad stuffs about me behind my back, i dont think i should be keeping my anger inside me. i dun care if this is going to offend anyone, and i dun care even if henry or meisiu call people to spam my blog or scold me, but i really is bth le.

meisiu, before u sae that im very attitude, i hope that u will think before u sae that again. whose ATTITUDE was it exactly, which caused us to fall from best frds, to normal frds? and now to even enemies?

it wasnt me. it was YOU. u dao me, giving me that kinda look when i merely wanted to talk to u??? i tried to forget about all this. but i found out that i COULDN'T.

and what's worse, u even sae bad stuffs behind my back? even if u hate me a lot now, for posting ur name here, and saying out what's the TRUTH about you, i dun care. girl, u better learn to change that god damn attitude of yours. if u hate someone, just insult the person straight in the face. dun resort to stupid actions, like going around, saying bad stuffs about a person. u are a counsellor, im sure u noe what is right and what is wrong. and if u don't, im sorry, but u're just an ordinary and stupid girl in my eyes.

as a counsellor, ur duty is to be a role model for the others. but whats with ur attitude? are u showing that all the others should follow your attitude? HELL NO! if you're attitude, its okie, people have different characters, and there will surely be a bad side of them. i'm not saying that im perfect or what. i noe im very attitude too. but dont u tink its wrong going round backstabbing other people, and being such a hypocrite?

and the last thing, beside all the hypocrite-ness, and backstabbing, having a bf, means NOTHING. u dun have to be proud about it. everyone will have a bf/gf while they are growing up. its just part of life, aint it? everyone will go through the dating stage, and when the relationship is stable, they will just get married rite? is there a need to be so ZHUAI? oh no no, i feel that being proud that u have a bf/gf is hell bloody stupid. i'm not being jealous, cos there's nth to be jealous about. and since u have to be so proud about having a bf, lemme tell u, a lot of people in our class, already have bfs/gfs, when they were in PRIMARY sch. so there's nothing to be proud of? and stop ignoring people for heavens sake.

okie. i've finish venting. go on, spam my tagboard, or even confront me straight in the face. but i tink i will have a lot of support behind me, if all this actually happens. cos what i have is different from you, i have TRUE FRIENDS, and i m not a backstabber or hypocrite, and i wont be proud, unless someone really irritates me.

scold me behind my back for all i care. but reflect on yourself before u do so. ((:

i LOVE it when people i treat as my close/best friends tell me about their stuffs. call me kpo, but it's a wonderful feeling to me. at least i would know that they trust me enough to confide in me.

whenever people tell me about their problems, i dunno why, but i would feel that our level of closeness would increase by 1%, or even more. that's what i feel. at least now, those who i treated as my close/best friends treated me the same as how i treated them. we share secrets, and being able to bond together is so great!

even if very less people in my class confide in me, i'm contented to know that people i trust actually trust me too. (: i guess i shan't expect anything more than that. some people would like to have the exact feeling i'm feeling now, but sad for them, they will have to go a long long way before they can be able to feel it. =)))

recently, got to know of some HIDEOUS stuffs from pauline. and even though i myself can be quite a hypocrite at times, but i would never stoop to a level as low as that someone. i'm getting goosebumps just by writing this paragraph, i simply can't imagine how she actually lived her days, being such a hypocrite, and like saying stuffs without going through her head? some people are just hilarious, at the same time, simply IRRITATING. aww, i know i shouldn't get to bothered by such assholes, but hopefully that asshole knows her own limits, and stay away from me and pauline, since she doesn't like us, and we don't like her either. i hope you know who you are, if it's all a misunderstanding, i hope we can clear it up soon, but if it's something deliberate that you're doing, i hope you will stop it and of course, keep your distance AWAY.

geez. i shan't get all pissed off by that asshole.

on wednesday, there will be a concert by ms ong's teacher. can't wait to see it, and the tickets are real cheap. it's oni $6. wahahah!

and i simply cant wait for wednesday to come, and part of the reason is, i can crap around with PAULINE, PIK FERN, AND KERRY!

AND TO PAULINE YAP BANG BANG, i'm still waiting for the day we can play candles and sparkles together again!!! (((;

wee! i just love password protecting my blog, and removing the password protect thing agn. i know it's bo liao. but who cares! i like i like i like!!! ((:=

got back results todae. left oni 2 more subjs to take back. i guess i scored better than what i have expected. was quite happy la. but tmr i will be all sad agn =( as im 100% sure that i'm failing my science, and geog. pathetic. bah! hopefully the previous term will help pull my marks up, even if it just takes up 15% of the overall marks.

tmr choir will be starting again. i'm not sure if i should look forward to it or not. the good thing is, we can finally sing songs as one choir agn! but the bad thing is, aft getting back my sci and geog, will i still have the mood for choir? and how many people would actually turn up for the practise? i certainly wouldn't want to get back my fail-ed sci and geog, and later going to choir, and see that there's so less people, and ms ong will get angry agn. >.< argh. todae is still todae. tmr de stuffs, tmr then think. weehee!

next friday will be the last day of the year. although it will be a very good thing, as we can slp late and wake up late, and do whatever we want, but it will also mean that 2e2 is separating. i dunno whether is it i'm still having the play play mood, but i dun feel that sad that it's separating as i was last year and at the starting of this year. maybe i have been consoling myself too much that it's still a long long time before we would separate, thus resulting in myself still not being very sad yet. gaga, whatever la.

and i seriously dun wanna choose what subj conbination i want to take. i am afraid that i would make the wrong choice, and when i take those subjs next year, i would regret, and score badly :(((

typing this post suddenly make me feel sad that 2e2 is separating. so contradicting to what i've typed before that!!!!

wee! went k-box with grandaunt and jessie. ah gong was supposed to come. but she last minute couldn't come, and i think if pauline did come, it would be more fun!

enjoyed singing, at first wehn i went out of tune, i was damn paiseh. but i still continue singing. it was really fun! so gan ga to sing wrongly =( but it's still fun. and we got vouncher to partyworld and sing for free for 4HOURS! YOOHOOO~~~~

and next mon, im going to sakae sushi! weehee! jealous not? =ppp

and since jessie complained that she couldn't get into my blog, because she dunno my password, i shall remove my password. weee!!!

weehee. although yst was quite a down day for me, but when evening "arrived", my mood was up again! :DD

MOONCAKE FESTIVAL WAS ON FRIDAY! and although we know we are very childish and a bit chi dun, me, pauline and meisiu still went to play with CANDLES and SPARKLES yst! i know i a bit sua gu by saying this, but yesterday was the first time i played with SPARKLES okie.>.<>

shall upload the pictures in another post, since pauline havent send me all the pictures. =((

and yesterday i really had a lot of fun, although the lighters kept burning pauline's and meisiu's fingers. i know very painful, but i still had fun... lolol. not all the candles will lighted successfully, due to those dumb lighters, which keep hurting their fingers. but even so, the day was fun. my first MOONCAKE FESTIVAL celebrated with friends! and my first time playing sparkles! at that time, i really forgot everything. see ah gong and meisiu, u 2 got cheer me up for the day leh! wahahs. i guess im already very blessed to have friends like them.

WEE. hopefully the next MOONCAKE FESTIVAL can be celebrated with them again. and CHRISTMAS! and on my next birthday! AND NEW YEAR!!!! WOOHOO~~~

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password protecting my blog is good!wee

why is everything suddenly crashing down on me?

for exams, i have a high possibility that i will fail lots of subjects.

and now my attitude is making me lose a lot of friends. i dunwan all this to happen.

wee ((; weekends are finally here. this week has been such a looonnnnggg one.

i've done badly for the eoys i tink. todae's geography paper, i woke up at 2.30 to study. hais. guess it was wasted. just when the paper start, i sneezed. the 2nd sneeze, i felt the classroom turning. but i blinked my eyes several times, and i was okie again. =]

but, when i look through section B, i was like drats. i did study those chapters tis morning. but i forgotten all of them. practically all la. all my ans in section B, i linked them to "smoke and dust particles". oh my goodness mama. ):

i need to pray hard that i wont drop into normal acad, and can get into the class i wan.

hais. exams are almost over. what done cant be undone. i guess it's no use regretting for not studying hard enough. i'll just have to work really really really hard for the last 3 papers. =[

someone motivate me pls )':

waa. im so dead for exams.

english paper, die. chinese paper, die, maths paper 1, die. im so dead lor.

then this time will determine which class i will go next year, and how many years i will have to study. omggg. if i have to study for 5 years. i dunno what will happen to me. ahhhhh :'(