Friday, October 27, 2006

today's the last day of school. which is also the same as the last day 2e2 people will be together in the same class. i know i am very emotionl, but i still did cried. 2 years together, and now we will never be in the same class again. i seriously hope that there will be another gathering for 2e2. but i know it will be difficult la. but hopefully, there will still be more gatherings.

all the memories of the time spent with 2e2, although some are upsetting memories, but i'm sure there are more fond memories than those sad ones.

2E2 ROCKS FOREVER!!!!!!

although i do love this class. but of course, i will have some people whom i dislike, or should i sae hate in the class.

and since meisiu have been talking bad stuffs about me behind my back, i dont think i should be keeping my anger inside me. i dun care if this is going to offend anyone, and i dun care even if henry or meisiu call people to spam my blog or scold me, but i really is bth le.

meisiu, before u sae that im very attitude, i hope that u will think before u sae that again. whose ATTITUDE was it exactly, which caused us to fall from best frds, to normal frds? and now to even enemies?

it wasnt me. it was YOU. u dao me, giving me that kinda look when i merely wanted to talk to u??? i tried to forget about all this. but i found out that i COULDN'T.

and what's worse, u even sae bad stuffs behind my back? even if u hate me a lot now, for posting ur name here, and saying out what's the TRUTH about you, i dun care. girl, u better learn to change that god damn attitude of yours. if u hate someone, just insult the person straight in the face. dun resort to stupid actions, like going around, saying bad stuffs about a person. u are a counsellor, im sure u noe what is right and what is wrong. and if u don't, im sorry, but u're just an ordinary and stupid girl in my eyes.

as a counsellor, ur duty is to be a role model for the others. but whats with ur attitude? are u showing that all the others should follow your attitude? HELL NO! if you're attitude, its okie, people have different characters, and there will surely be a bad side of them. i'm not saying that im perfect or what. i noe im very attitude too. but dont u tink its wrong going round backstabbing other people, and being such a hypocrite?

and the last thing, beside all the hypocrite-ness, and backstabbing, having a bf, means NOTHING. u dun have to be proud about it. everyone will have a bf/gf while they are growing up. its just part of life, aint it? everyone will go through the dating stage, and when the relationship is stable, they will just get married rite? is there a need to be so ZHUAI? oh no no, i feel that being proud that u have a bf/gf is hell bloody stupid. i'm not being jealous, cos there's nth to be jealous about. and since u have to be so proud about having a bf, lemme tell u, a lot of people in our class, already have bfs/gfs, when they were in PRIMARY sch. so there's nothing to be proud of? and stop ignoring people for heavens sake.

okie. i've finish venting. go on, spam my tagboard, or even confront me straight in the face. but i tink i will have a lot of support behind me, if all this actually happens. cos what i have is different from you, i have TRUE FRIENDS, and i m not a backstabber or hypocrite, and i wont be proud, unless someone really irritates me.

scold me behind my back for all i care. but reflect on yourself before u do so. ((:

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