hMm, feeling kinda depressed. todae felt so out of sorts. i was toking with pauline and yuhui todae in class aft sch. then i suddenly said nxt year 2e2 wont be tgt, and i dunno yy, i started crying. i tot i wouldnt cry.. i guess i wasnt prepared enuff to sae those words out ba. then aft that, as me and pauline went down to the canteen, i said again, and ended up sobbing.... its like so sad la. 2 months are nearly over. which means 2e2`06 has less than 10 months to spend the time tgt. and that time, mr fauzil or dunno who, told us to treasure our times in this class. and that time i nearly wanted to cry already. good times are always so short. i dunwan to be separated frm this great class, this class, that's so helpful, with pauline, who is always there, to teach me, and tolerate me, jessie, who is always toking with me, playing and luffing together. meisiu, although shes kinda fierce, but shes rather nice, she really does understand me sometimes, liang rou, the cute girl, cory, the one always luffing, being with her is v nice, jennifer, a nice person to confide in, there are so many others.... who are all so nice to me.. i really cant bear the thought of not being able to tok to them. arghhh, this is making me teary again. shant tink about it.
aniwaes, todae on the way to sch, my father passed a place, that appears to juz happen a accident. apparently, a motorcyclist knocked down a dog, and the dog died. i was a bit shocked when i sae it, laying down there. this shows how vulnerable life is. u'll neber noe when u will be gone frm this world, away frm all ur frds.....
and, i heard frm pauline that, ms low wont be teaching us for v long. cos shes teaching a lot of other class. and this other freak frm nie will be replacing her. i dun understand. yy is 2e2 like some experimental thingy? we always change teacher, first ms bok, then ms ngo, now this stupid freak frm nie. i wan ms low. i wan my grades to improve, and it seemed that with that freak, my maths wont improve, it will juz deprove. hopefully this rumour is not true. and ms low can still continue to teach us.
i still cant think about not being able to be with 2e2`06 people...... i nid to stop...

oki. todae is juz a normal exam day.during english, we played this game called boogle. it was fun la. then during maths, we played this game, called rush hour. this one is v v v v fun. me and jessie were pairing up. and i laughed quite a lot. and the game is fun too. blah blah blah.
nxt, todae, 3 things happened, that made me quite happy la.
the 1st thing that happen, me, jessie, jen, lili, and jessie's sis went to cwp tgt, to eat. we ate mos burger. the strawberry shake damn nice i tell you! muz try. gonna drink it again. muahaha! and jen is so damn cute. we were goin down the escalator. then suddenly she stopped, and had this shocked look on her face. and we found out that she threw away 2 packets of her new-bought earrings. she actually thought it was litter. and we were sort of standing near the bin. but in the end jen did not go and pick the earrings up. hahs
then, we of cos went home. me and jen were sitting the same bus home. as we were waiting for 804, 806 came, and i suddenly heard a voice that was v familiar. i short of turned, and looked. and guess who i saw. i saw YUENSIN!!!!! my best frd in pri school. at first she din see me la. then she got up the bus lor. then as the bus moved, i saw her looking at my direction, and sort of smiling ba i guess. i dunno izzit becos she is toking to the person beside her, or whether izzit she recognise me. but i juz waved and smiled at her. but i shall juz take it as she recognise me. that time, was feeling quite happy. cos its like v long i din see yuensin le. then suddenly see her. quite happy. :DDD even if she din recognise me, oso nbm. hees
nxt, one 804, i saw hwee yung, and huichin. i din noe that hwee yung would recognise me. then when jen got off the bus, she turned and smiled at me aft a few stops. and i smile back. this time, feeling v v v happy. i cant believe it. aft i cut my hair, there are still some people who can recognise me. :/// as for hui chin. she got down the bus, and didnt smile at me. i dun tink she know i on same bus as her ba. hees.
so happy todae..!!! wee :DDDD

looking back at some stuffs that i used to liked in the past, i suddenly feel that those stuffs are so - childish. all the type of toys i used to plae, type of guys i used to like. and my attitude in the past totally sucks.
it so happen that the guy i liked in kindergarten is in the same sec sch as me now. he didnt really changed much during these few years. when i was in kindergarten, i felt that he was so shuai. but now, looking at him, it makes me amused, how come i liked this guy in kindergarten? this proud guy, this ugly looking guy, who used to call me stupid, when now, he's in normal acad while i, in express. okie, im nt being proud or wadd, besides im most probably the dumbest in the whole express lvl. i bet he doesnt recognise me, the girl who used to follow him ard, and toking to him, and letting him scold for no reason. its funny la. lol. and whenever i looked at him, i feel like puking at the old me. my taste totally sucks. ya ya. and tink about the guy i like in pri sch. looking back now, i feel like im totally stupid. this guy, is proud too, although his height is good, and he seemed good looking to me when i was in pri sch, now looking at him, he looks completely ugly, and wats worse, he is haughty. juz because he is clever. oh well, im such an idiot in the past. xD
i guess people do change. so i should stop thinking about the bad side of people, since i have such a bad attitude myself. i shud instead tink about the positive stuffs of those people. yuppppp.
its easy to tink about all these stuffs, but will it be easy to do them ?

thought about something recently. and i shall post it here. ://

i've been thinking. it's a miracle, how some people try to make themself seem so pro in everything. i mean, it's nice that u wanna do something that is good. but when u didnt manage to do it, why bother to claim that u was chosen to do it, but u dunwan to do. alright, it's getting complicated :// whatever~ dun understand oso ur problem, i shall juz post everything here.

take for example, performances. why do people lie to others saying that they were chosen to perform, but they themselves dunwan to ? when in actual fact, they didnt get chosen. hahs. and what's more atrocious, is that they kou shi xin fei ( in chinese ). it means that they kip saying "wow, i so lucky, din get chosen" then kip laughing at the people who get chosen, saying how pitiful they are to kena chosen. but in their hearts, they are feeling sad, and horrible, cos they didnt get chosen. pathetic people. cant people juz tell the truth, tt they din get chosen ? yy bother to lie? the truth will get found out soon. lying juz makes everything worse. and it makes me feel like laughing, whenever i look at the person who told this dumb lie -.- hahs. im laughing on the outside, at the same time, on the inside, im feeling absolutely DISGUSTED. hypocrites, who make themselves seem so pro , are in fact, juz a pile of shit. who tell awful lies, and they dun even tink, b4 they make such a dumb lie. make up a better lie nxt time my dear, so that it wont be found out that soon. yupppp. :D cry ba losers who does what i had said above. and i shall sae it once more, losers mentioned above, are juz a pile of shit. alright, i shant be that mean. i shall instead, correct it into " a pile of fresh shit." is this better ? yeah i guess so. :///

pathetic lifes those losers got. :)

okie, onto my life. todae was the total defence day commemoration. they invited people to gib a tok. was feeling slpy. and when i saw the cushion that they were giving out, they first thing that came into my mind was - wow, they so good, encouraging people to slp early in the morning. okie i noe its lame. xD

the tok was about conserving water i tink. but i simply tink its a complete waste of time, and money, for the school to hire people to come to gib such a talk. outcha the whole school hall, there will be people who are listening, meanwhile, there will oso be people who are not listening. even to those people who are listening, how many of them would actually take the talk seriously? outcha 10 people, i guess there'll oni be 2 people who goes home, and realliie conserve water. that might be a feat, to some people. but to me, it's not. to make people realliie understand the importancy of water, there ought to be some kinda real life thingy happening to those people. or else who will reallie understand. i bet even if real life events realliie occur on people, people will oni conserve water for a short period of time. once the incident happen long ago, a lot of people will sure stop conserving water, although there'll still be some, who will continue to conserve water. some people might disagree with me. but that's my point of view la.

okie, back to the topic. at the end of the talk, a fat fat cute cute bouncy bouncy thingy came out. its so cute! like so active liddat. hahs. liked that the most :DD

andddddddd, todae aft school. me and meisiu stayed in class, cos there was higher mother tongue, at "12.45" . then meisiu suddenly realised that the windows were not closed. arghhhhh... in the end me and meisiu closed the windows. the windows were kinda hard la. and i close till my blouse totally came out ( i folded my blouse at first. heehee xDDD ) den rushed to the room where we were having our hmt, and we waited for sooooo long. but no one came.. and when finally, we can see jen and jessie walking towards us, jessie told us that the chinese lesson was changed to 1pm. if we had known, we wouldnt had chiong down. zZzZZz whatever la! bleahsssssss

heehee, my post for the day.. naggy post. :DDD

CT1 nxt week ! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

okie. i shall blog, even though CT1 is nt even here or over yet.
todae's valentine day! hMm, nth extraordinary happened. oni that frds gave me quite a lot of food to eat. lolol. thx to them =) i bought some stuffs for u guys too, tmr then gib u all, although belated, but how late could it be ? juz by a few hours lah :D
the "valentine" present mr rauf gave to us was GREAT. "serious!" he gave us ---- 3 ROUNDS ARD THE SCH ! EARLY IN THE MORNING!!!! ONE VALENTINE DAY!!!! arghhhhhhhh!! watever! shant be bothered by tt WOLF :/
the rest of the lessons were okie la. but aft p.e, im seriously feeling slpy. and wat's worse, right aft reccess, there's physics, taught by my dearest teacher i ever loved - ms ngo -.- shes good la. v knowledgable, but... shes kinda weird ba... tried to accept her as a good teacher. but realliie cannot. shes realliie "hypotising" me, encouraging me to go slp lor. in the end, din really paid attention to her as expected. hMm, and a bit pissed off. by some matters tt i shant sae here.. and dun ask me oso la. cos i wont sae de, unless u v close to me lor. =)
and oh ya! earnwen is not born for anyone to scold de. ty =] nxt time i hear ANYONE saying earnwen is born for (insert name here, anyone's name) to scold, i shall wacko u HARD. this applies to all, including those close to me. ty =D i dunwan to get said by people for ABSOLUTE no reason, and juz stare back like an idiot, i shall fight for wat i tink is right! so there! earnwen is born - to enjoy life. yupp. so buzz off damn ass people.
tmr there is choir. and before choir, there gonna be a few hours, and i gonna be with jessie, and having the risk of getting scolded by her :DDD LOL whatever~~~~
CT1 coming, every1 jiayou ba !
those who wished me ill, u shall get ur retributions, and im gonna prove to u! that im nt dumb okie. those who wished me good luck, thank you. good luck to yourself too =))))

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!! not goin to school todae again... yst vomitted. oso dunno yy. i watching shows de time suddenly feel so cold then kip shivering , then a while later feel hot. then cold, then hot. -.- in the end not enuff time to walk to toilet, then vomit le. mum had to clean up the whole place. hais. den i went to slp, den slp de time suddenly high fever. dunno wadd the heck is the problem with me. zzzzzzz
todae gt choir, and im nt goin. gonna miss another choir practise. so sad. hais... and this is the 3rd time no go school le. realliie lagging behind A LOT. and all those days i din go de, all is tt type lesson end at 2PM de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and all the lessons v impt de lor!!!!! damn la. this sat shud be goin to jessie's hse to do hmwk, and ask her to teach me those stuff tt teacher taught which i dunno.. BOOOHOOO.....

bleahss.. didnt go to school todae again. cos yst high fever, cough, flu, sore throat( actually is the dunno wadd "stick" in my throat is swollen, didnt hear wadd the doctor say, but i reckon is sore throat la. ) scared tt it will affect my voice. i beg tt it wont affect my voice, affect my toking voice nbm, dun affect my singing voice... pls pls... :( and when go clinic, the doctor measure my temp, then sae my temp 39.4. scare the hell outcha me. cos i measure de time oni 38.6 lor. i guess pik realliie spoil my thermometer le. bleahssssssssss. then gt a lot of medicine. and the fee is v ex lor. $72 . then on the way home, my dad kip saying, $72!!! xia si wo(in chinese) a bit guilty la. shud hab covered myself totally in blanket, then my mum wouldnt noe i hab high fever, then no nid see doctor le. :( hais.....
2nd time didnt go school le. and this is oni the 2nd month of the year, bleahsssssss...... tmr goin to school le. but todae's lessons v v v v v impt de. but i din go. die la, cham la. im lagging behind a lot. boohoohoo.....
someone , save me........ ='((((

arghh. still having tt idiotic fever, cough and flu. bleahssssss.. feel like dying liaos.
aniwaes, todae went out all the same. met grandaunt at a earlier timing. cos she wanna book the tickets for the movie. then went to food court to eat porridge. aft tt, jen and lili come to food court mit us. den cory went to mit her senior. me and lili and jen go cwp de cathay buy tickets. its like full house. left oni a few seats. we hab no choice but to buy front row de. FRONT ROW DE. EEEEEEEEE !!! but nbm la. the show was still nice. v touching. and shawn and joshua are SO DAMN SHUAI!!!! im falling in love with them xD LOL. they look so man. arghhh. i muz stop tinking. lol
aft tt go to metro to find swimming suit lor. found one sky blue de top. and the auntie sae match it with a dark blue shorts. total spend $50++++. hais. and i look v v v v v FAT in tt swim suit. arghhhhh... so sad la. i muz go jianfei le. boohoohoo
then on the train back to yishun, suddenly feel v v v sick. then leg v v v pain, head v v v v heavy, boooooo. i wan the cough to go away. I DUNWAN TO SPOIL MY VOICE. BOOHOOHOO.

IDIOTIC COUGH. SIAM LA. SHOO FAR FAR AWAY FRM ME. DAMN

bleahss. had a fever yst again. then kip feel so uncomfortable. wanna vomit. thx to pauline and pik for their concern =)
didnt sing during choir todae. sad. bleahssssssssss. jessie had an mc. so was kinda bored throughout the dae. but good thing meisiu and pik they all gt accompany me lah. or i realliie dunno wadd to do le, bored to death -.-
nth realliie happen todae. short post. xD hope i wont cough so much. hais

boo. todae was kinda suay lah. todae aft school, me jessie jennifer and lili, go to toilet mah. then jessie walk the other staircase. and it so happen that when we walking down the staircase, the bazzar teacher suddenly tell me, come here, i nid to talk to u. i was a bit shock lah. i was thinking, i not ur student, talk to me for wadd. little did i noe that he wanted to catch us, cos of our attire. dots. and im suay lah. it juz happen tt i didnt tuck in my shirt, i oni folded. zzz. shud not hab pulled it out. den he call us go toilet to tuck in our shirts properly then go find him again. then me lili and jen go toilet tuck in lor. den go see him de time, he sot la. he call me to get a bigger shirt. as if i so rich liddat. kip buy school uniform mehhh??? but in the end gt go buy. bought size 34 ! woohoo. big big big de. then can pull out more shirt. tt's wadd they wanted. their problem xD
fine. dunwan talk about this dumb thingy. nxt, aft kena caught by the teacher, we 3 go north point lor. to eat, and oso acc me go buy storybook. ate kfc, was bloated. heehee.den went up to popular, and was told tt memoirs of the geisha de book SOLD OUT le !!! zzzzzzz.... in the end gt to the topic about the sec 2 swimming program lor. den went to chong pang to look for swimming costume. and can u imagine it. chong pang has SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many clothes shop. but oni 1 shop sold swimming costume.. dots right ??? ONE !!!! ONE !!!!!!!! zzz. so angry lah. but sae with jen and lili le. sat or sun, go watch [[ i not stupid 2 ]] den aft the movie go buy swimming costume lor. but dunno my mum allow a not. later then ask lah. todae was sucky lah. first kena caught, nxt went to chong pang, and outcha soooo many shops, oni one shop sold swimming costumes, tt are v ugly. -.-" WHATEVER !
shall enjoy tmr. although there's d&t, which i absolutely dunno how im gonna enjoy tt 2 torturous periods !!! -.-" but nbm, tmr gt choir. muahaha !

++* 1sT feB 2oo6 *++
[[ 11.48 am ]]

this is saddening. din go to school todae. and there's maths and sci test, hais. im tinking about the sci practical test. they todae hab the test. and i tink i shall hab it another day. and will it be one teacher supervising me ? or 2? if it's 2, im so damn dead. imagine. 2 pairs of eyes staring at u, lookin at all ur moves. wadd u doing blah blah blah. i'll get so nervous can ! nbm. im gonna relax.. and for the maths test. i'll probably hab it another day ba. but im tinkin m i gonna hab the test during lessons , or aft school ? arghhh. im tinking too much. when the day comes then see ba
oni had a slight fever, and my mum is like so worried. -.- and dun allow me to go to school. haiyo. and the fever is like im coughin too much then will hab fever de tt type, which means a while later will no more fever. i told my mum she juz kip saying im sick and am not allowed to go to school. zzz. as if grounding me liddat. so sad la. im tinking about the hmwk too. there'll sure be a lot of hmwk. hopefully maths wont go through too much. i dunwan miss out on maths, im weak enuff at tt subject. >.< haix. dunwan tink le. go rest le.
buais ~
always look on the bright~~ side of life.
yupppppppppp
cham la. my whole mind im tinking about the amount of hmwk im gonna hab to do tmr. sighhhhhh

tmr school gonna start. sadded. but one good thing is that im goin to go watch memoirs of the geisha with my sis tmr. muahaha. gonna buy the storybook tmr too. and take neoprints with my sis, which will be the first time im taking with her. cant wait.
im so sad... i missed the doggy. hais. i nid to see it everyday. lol. and wahaha, i sort of bugged my mum to gimmi a hp for me bdae. and she agreed ! poor mommie :( hee wahaha. this month i gonna spent lotsa money. im watching memoirs of the geisha with my sis, zodiac with my mum, and i nt stupid 2 dunno with who. (: so happy. and i got v v v less ang baos ! cos everydae, im either staying at home, or goin to my granny's hse to plae with the doggy. and my san gu didnt come to spore !!!! BOOO . actually might be a good thing, gives me more time to slack at home, and needn't waste my energy trying to entertain my cousins. although i muz admit they are cute. but jordan is realliie a bit, dots. he is oni 8 yrs old i tink. and he tried to carry me up. -.- when i weigh 1000000kg =.= smack his butt. lol. joey is far cuter ! and v cute and pretty for her age!!! kinda missed them. hehs
20++ of feb, CT1 will start. so sad. and tmr, there's maths tropical test!!! and i haben studied maths. hais. im so damn sad, over so many things. lol... jiayou earnwen !!!
and ya, to lili, jiayou for tmr de maths oso. and rmb our deal. the one who gets lesser marks owe the other a smack on her butt and a lollipop. whootsies !
gonna do me hmwk . wee :DDD

juz went to someone's blog. and read her post. it appears tt she shi lian le.. and now this makes me feel tt boys are juz jerks. simply idiotic jerks. a lot of people, they find it cool, to flaunt it in front of their frds, tt they hab stead -.- which is like dots. its so NOT cool. its like a dummy saying, hello im a dummy, who tinks steading is cool . and giving tt idiotic smile. -.- WATEVER.
steadin isnt juz for fun. i noe people says tt teenage love is the sweetest. but shi lian ? might be sweet when u look back aft a long time. and oso might not. i shall neber stead. i dunwan to shi lian, or be hurt in any ways. im juz gonna hab crushes on people. which i tink is rather fun. LOL xD hMm. might oni go into relationship when i start working. during school life, im gonna concentrate on studies and friendships. =)
i hate people who hurt my frds. u all better shoo far away frm me. and u're lucky tt, although u're in my sis school, she doesnt noes u. =) go thank god ba. LOL
this post is nt to suan anyone. if it accidentally suan anyone. sorry. but if u felt suan-ed, means u are falling into the category of jerks =]
and i oso hate people who say honey words, those tt dun mean it. it gives me goosebumps. so save those words for urself. and if u cant save it. gib urself a kik anywhr u wan. and u might be able to shut up =] or if u still cant, i can hlp u. but my kik's fatal :D and might even cause ur voice to change, into a sqeak. i sound so violent. heehee

tata~~~~

++* 1sT feB 2oo6 *++
[[ 11.47am ]]

shucks. this is saddening. din go to school todae. and there's maths and sci test, hais. im tinking about the sci practical test. they todae hab the test. and i tink i shall hab it another day. and will it be one teacher supervising me ? or 2? if it's 2, im so damn dead. imagine. 2 pairs of eyes staring at u, lookin at all ur moves. wadd u doing blah blah blah. i'll get so nervous can ! nbm. im gonna relax.. and for the maths test. i'll probably hab it another day ba. but im tinkin m i gonna hab the test during lessons , or aft school ? arghhh. im tinking too much. when the day comes then see ba oni had a slight fever, and my mum is like so worried. -.- and dun allow me to go to school. haiyo. and the fever is like im coughin too much then will hab fever de tt type, which means a while later will no more fever. i told my mum she juz kip saying im sick and am not allowed to go to school. zzz. as if grounding me liddat. so sad la. im tinking about the hmwk too. there'll sure be a lot of hmwk. hopefully maths wont go through too much. i dunwan miss out on maths, im weak enuff at tt subject. >.< haix. dunwan tink le. go rest le.
buais ~
always look on the bright~~ side of life. yupppppppppp
[[ the date is wrong. i dunno yy when i publish this post with the date 1 feb, it cant be publish. so hab to make do with the date 31/1/06 ]]

--- FUN day --- !

wahaha . went to granny's hse todae. played with the cute doggy again! wahaha. and took some pics. thx to my mum, who hlped me take de. unlike my dumb sis, who simply REFUSED to hlp me take. :D LOL
was fun. the breakfast my granny made was fabulous. totally YUMMY !!! went to 7-11 to buy dog food before goin over to granny hse. then fed the doggy. nice man. and the dog food smells nice, like luncheon meat liddat.
todae ate quite a lot of food. a lot of chocolates :/ and new year goodies. brought sweets home frm granny's hse too. nicesy !!! uh oh. i forgot my sis is beside me, and she read tt i brought sweets home :DD she's nw ransacking the hse, juz for a sweet -.- LOL
its oni a few hours. and i missed the doggy already. so sad. juz nw was toking to my hamster [[ okie, i noe its dumb. but its juz due to my love sickness for the cute doggy ]] , and telling it hw much i love the doggy, and missed it. hehs. and my sis said tt im torturing it. boo ><" oki. i shall sympathise the hammy, for having such a crazy person as its owner. but im a nice owner. so there !
im goin crazy again. I MISSED THE DOGGY! IF ONI I CAN MARRY IT !!!! =p

--- thoughts ---

todae's the first day of year 2oo6 in the chinese calendar. and it sort of make me tink tt, year 2oo6 is here, the day which 2e2 `2oo6 will be separated is nearing.. and it saddens me. i noe its oni the starting of the year, and its still too early for me to tink about all this. but i dunno. it juz made me tink. the day is coming. 2e2 will be separated. the class which i had so much fun in. the frds in there, who are so nice. i dunwan to be separated frm them.. i realliie dunwan.. i suddenly feel so stick on to them. this feeling is different frm tt time, when pri 6. all hab to leave nvps, and start a new life in another new school. i dunno yy.. i tink i shud be more sad about leaving all my frds in pri school de. but its weird. i feel more sad about being in a different class with my sec frds.argh.. im nt gonna tink so much.. im gonna do well for my exams, and for the time being, enjoy my chinese new year. and forget about everything.
cheers

--- CUTE LIL DOGGY !!! ---

went to granny's hse in the end todae. sis was nice, to sponser the cab fee ! i paid none !!! LOL.. she total spent $30++ ba. cos its trip is $10++. and we had the cab ride TWICE!!! wahaha. shiok!!! and its silver cab. damn comfortable !
reached granny's hse, which seemed so fast. lol. the doggy was damn cute. i tink its a sausage doggy. and it simply LOVES people to sayang it. at first saw it, was a bit scared of it, esp aft seeing hw sharp its teeth was. den petted it a bit. den found out it was REAL FRIENDLY!! it dun bite. and its quite pitiful actually. it happens liddat.
we were having steamboat. then we were sitting round the table. i was enjoying my meat balls. then i stood up to take more meat balls. and i suddenly saw smth underneath the table, shrieked and jumped. the cute lil doggy JUMPED too!! can u imagine it. JUMPED!! tinking about tt scene makes me luffs. LOL !!!!!! it jumped and look at me, with tt shocked and scared look. LOLOL !!!!
the next one was more horrible. my sis was eating her food. den i dunno yy. i tink cos the lil doggy brushed past her leg. and she gt a shock. and her first reaction was a kick. den she kick le, den she look down, and saw the lil doggy and said, ah ma. sorrie. i kiked ur dog. LOL! and its rather obedient, aft kena kiked and shocked[[LOL]] it did nth. it juz walked away. and went back to its cute basket to lie down.
spent most of my time playin with the doggy, petting it. was fun! at first i wanted to take a pic with the doggy. but my sis simply REFUSED to hlp me take. which was sad. =((( nbm. i tink mon goin to granny's hse again. cant wait to see the cute doggy. wahaha !

--- coughs ---

its the day b4 chinese new year. and at night, there's lotsa tv programs to watch ! yippee !!!
i've suddenly lost interest in blogging. dunno yy... its like, sometimes when i blog, i will sort of explain wadd happen when frds go out tgt, blah blah blah. but nw its suddenly like, i dun feel like saying wadd exactly happen, cos im too lazy :D hMm. i lost my interest in bloggin juz when lili started bloggin. LOL ! so qiao.
wanted to go granny's house todae de. but my dad go malaysia le. so it means if wanna go granny house. hab to sit mrts and buses by ourselves. which is v boring. cos last time, dad would drive us there. and we juz hab to sit in the lorry. and on watever music we wanna listen. dun hab to wait for any transportations to come. and even if there's traffic. we would wait in a vehicle with AIR CON. and nt feeling hot at all. and my granny lives in red hill. which is kinda v v v v v far frm yishun. so felt a bit lazy to go. but i noe this few days, there will sure be days when we will be goin to granny's hse. but look on the bright side of life, there will be a cute little doggy for me to plae with at me granny's hse! yays ! :/
gonna take some chocolates to eat now. and im still coughin a bit. which is sad. its funny. sometimes i cough v mildly. and sometimes i cough till i feel like vomittin. i wanna see the doctor. cos i dunwan to kip coughin during choir. cos its kinda noisy and irritating. i nid to stop the idiotic cough.
anyone hab ways to stop this dreadful cough ?

--- FUN DAY ---

wahaha. went to bugis with grandaunt and mei todae. was fun la. oni tt we din watch movie. cos im expected to be home at 2 to 3++. and there wasn't enuff time to watch a movie. took lotsa photo.
todae went with meisiu to gib teacher the cny cards and chocolates[[ i tink its chocolates ]] . was tiring but fun. took pics with those teachers. was nice. i cant wait for meisiu to online and send me those pics. :D
todae the whole grp of us were kinda zi lian. i took quite a lot of pics, neoprints, on hp, and oso on meisiu camera. but its all grp photos. FUN!
wee. im gonna slack ard nw.. wahahhaa!!!!

--- weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ---

wee, tmr' the cny celebration. cant wait !
went to school todae, and the time passed quite fast. jessie lend me harry potter book 6. wahahahaa! so happy. reading it halfway.
goin out tmr with my 2 beloved grandaunts and my dear mei. but dunno goin whr... at first go chinatown de. but i tink nw goin junction 8 le. nbm. oso good. as long as i get to watch movie and go out with them, i happy le.
there's oni a few more weeks to CT1. a bit nervous. cos im nt realliie v attentive and hardworking enuff yet. and im scared tt i will get low marks for my exams... my maths, starting of the year, i paid 100% attention. but recently... i was suddenly like, losing interest ? i suddenly stopped listenin to maths lesson tt attentively, and was kinda stressed out too. cos all those ard me. there are so damn clever. and can complete their work fast and all correct. den i see they all complete their work le, left me haben complete, i will be like chionging and my brain will suddenly switch off. cos too stressed. im so scared during exam this will happen.
for geog and chem and physics... i sort of lost hope too.. and total up, 3 subjects! 3 WHOLE SUBJECTS!!! i cant afford to flunk them. i muz buck up. no more slacking. so sad
nbm. i will jiayou~!! c(=

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!